It will never end, this endless charade. I never thought that I could do anything better with my life than having two pizzas in a row and not throwing up. I never thought that but I did think that I could be happy. I didn’t know how I would be happy, but I knew that I wanted to be happy and that I had some hope for the future. I never thought I’d get married, but I hoped I would and I hoped I’d have kids one day. That’s the dream anyway, and I hope I can make it. What I want now, more than any of that, is to have my house to come through this ordeal and be okay on the other side. I just want to go and get myself and my house a ticket to someplace nice, but I can’t do it. I can’t do that because the house is broken. There is a bit of a problem with her drains and now we need to call up the drain cleaning Melbourne company to come and bring a crew down here to fix her. I hope they fix her though, as much as I seem to be complaining. I really do love this house and I would give my right hand, like a certain knight did in a certain song book series, to make sure that the house is okay and that the drain unblocking Melbourne will be able to fix her up like new again. I hope that anyway. I also hope that once all the fighting is said and done, and once it’s all over, we will be able to get away and have a new life, free from the restraints of the drains and the sewers that place us in castes within society. I don’t like it, but I love the blocked drain Melbourne crew for helping us out of it.